And he promised he'd call me soon.
And I actually kind of believed him.
I guess we'll see what happens.
But being with him just makes me feel like I've never felt with anyone else. Ever. We just have so much fun together, and I can completely be myself. I'm so scared that I am going to get my heart broken again. I told him that today. That I feel like such a fool because he can just not call me for months and yet, there I am, back in his arms the second he calls. I really do love him. So much. I've loved him since 10th grade. What can I do?
I miss you, Jessica! I can't wait to see you tomorrow! It's so weird doing Big without her.